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Steven and I had lengthy conversations yesterday about past experiences; past lives. It strikes me as quite amazing that there are people in my life that I allowed to stay even when they really didn't deserve to be there. I put up with things that don't feel right (don't we all?)...things that are just dire once you retell the tale that's been lived. Sometimes I forget the things that have happened and it takes fresh ears to hear the story anew before I realize just how bad it was...and just how much better it should be.
Still, though you might be on the receiving end of the contrary, there is an unrelenting desire in me to forgive that overshadows the need to hold a grudge. What's the point? This is the nature of the quote above: there is a part of me that sees the good at all times, not just during the good times. Have I always been like this? Is this a new trait? Am I evolving into the peaceful person I've always wanted to be? Whatever the case may be, I think it's lovely.
Just got off the Skype with Laura and the bebes. We said our goodbyes after the girls did some new dances and songs, and then Ellie totally lost it. Laura had to call back because she was crying :( What a pumpkin. How I do miss those bebes and their mummy xxx ...maybe enough to come home at Christmas? ;)
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